Wednesday, February 20, 2008

this is not the time

I know there are so many things I should be doing... my 3 kids are busy doing no telling what, I am trying to cook dinner, do laundry, and pick up the house and all I want to do is sit down and be alone. But the constant "mama" from the other room draws me back to reality. I am tired of being a housewife and mother today. I am overwhelmed with messes and diaperchanges and tattling and silliness. I want a clean, organized house with space and time for me to be alone and do what I want to do.
I am torn between two worlds- alone and lonely and surrounded and over-stimulated.
I am exhausted.

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